This song reflects how I feel for someone right now.

You and I got somethin'
But it's all and then it's nothin' to me, yeah
And I got my defenses
When it comes through your intentions for me, yeah

And we wake up in the breakdown
With the things we never thought we could be, yeah

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin'
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

I am no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me, yeah
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me, yeah

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

And I don't need the fallout
Of all the past that's in between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling

I know it's out there
And I can feel you falling

I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah

I want to share something that serves as an eye opener to what seems to be an occult meaning behind a popular and celebrated song that seems fun, harmless and artsy at first glance. 

The article is about the occult meaning and the underlying message conveyed by Lady Gaga's 'Alejandro'.

Now this is what I call a real one man band. Unbelievable. Just stumbled upon this innovative artist after a series of websites starting with a Super Junior search. XD Pretty unusual but totally cool.

Newly discovered song! And I'm falling in love with it! XD So soothing. So relaxing. So chill. So beautiful. (Advisable to watch in Youtube website itself since embedding is disabled. Tsk!)

My younger brother is into all kinds of stuff. He'd devote his time to anything he can get his hands on. This time, it's not the piano or the pencil but the computer. Specifically, the video editor among other stuff. This is actually his first time (I think) as the producer, screenwriter, and editor/scorer of a short film he made with his friends at his school. It is also an entry at a film contest in his school as well.  Honestly, it's not really really that impressive. Hehe. But still, I cannot do the things he did at his age. I'm still in awe that he can do these things that young. Once again, he never fails to inspire me. =)

This is the trailer of the short film they made called 'Joseph'.

I can't believe I saw Urbandub's video for Frailty just now when I have been listening to this song for a long time. XD No big deal. I just feel like saying it. They're one of the artists I highly admire and adore and I really like almost all of their songs. I like the aura of their songs. And the lyrics. So profound. So deep. It goes so well with the melody and harmony of their songs. It feels good and relaxing. It's also so ironic that I'm already here in the city that they came from and yet I have never seen them LIVE! It's kind of frustrating. Tsk2x. Anyway, while I'm still alive and while they are still active, I still have a lot of chance of seeing them. XD Hopefully, I'd have a camera by that time so that I can catch them live. XD

I'm probably the biggest Utada fan that I know personally. Honestly, my interests in music are way too different from the people around me and the only person close to me who also likes Utada is my younger sister. And the reason why she likes her too is because of me. I started it all. XD

Anyway, I just love Utada. I simply adore her. I admire her as a person, as a musician, as a song writer, as a composer, as a music arranger. Everything! I want to emulate her. She's like this very nice person who writes profound lyrics and whose music really captivates me even now. I never get tired of her songs. I listen to her old songs every so often and it makes me feel calm. Makes me feel in tune with who I am and somehow it transports me to a place where I can breathe freely and have peaceful thoughts.

I have just finished watching a biopic about a strong-willed woman who defied traditions and followed her passions. I was deeply moved by how she lived her life and how she handled the matters of the heart. Her boldness and courage really impressed and struck me. I must say that I admire her character. Her fictitious character that is. Somehow, the whole movie was flowered and romanticized with a lot of delusions to make it more enticing to the audience rather than staying true to reality. But I must say that I am simply fascinated by how the movie was arrayed and wish that it was so.