Now i am God's witness =)
when the sun is up
i wake up with a yawn
and my mouth is dry
you are my witness
when i pack my things
take a bath
and prepare to go
you are my witness
when i start my day
do my work
and eat my food
you are my witness
when the moon arises
i'm ready to sleep
and dream sweet dreams
you are my witness
you are my witness
when my pillow is wet
and my blanket is soaked
with bitter tears
you are my witness
when i grieve
over a lost loved one
kept in a secret
you are my witness
when someone needs my help
and i kept my hands
because of my fears
you are my witness
when i pray and meditate
for everything to be okay
and to keep my spirit strong
you are my witness
because you are my God
I'm so glad I found You
You will always be forever true
Everything in my life
I offer them to You.
Your love transcends above else
Like the ringing of church bells
Your wondrous presence brings hope
and joy to everyone of us.
I cannot fathom Your mysterious ways
but trusting you will not let me stray
With all my heart I praise Your name
For you are worthy of it.
All my faults and fears
And all my flaws and tears
washed away by Your mercy
Covered all of it with Your grace
I'm glad to have a God like You
So wonderfully true
You take away my blues
You're there in everything I do.
What is this strange feeling
That I keep on thinking about you
all the time everytime
day and night rain or shine
what is this thing that keeps me
holding on to you steadfastly
despite this distance
despite the circumstances
is this hope? is it blind?
is it wrong? is it right?
why do i see so much in you
when every sign is saying otherwise
what are these interrupting random talks
vying and seeking for my attention
they only make me think more of you
more and more each day
why do you cause me so much pain
and yet cause so much joy
why do i keep on praying for you
am i praying for the wrong things?
i can wait for as long as i can
will you be my first and last?
the only thing that will break this bond
if God will whisper it's not meant to be
the way you looked at me
still lingers in my mind
the way you made me laugh
it's one of a kind
my mind can soar up high
but it'll always comes back to find you
my heart will always be true
seeking the spark of love anew
thy clueless heart will never know
the immensity of this feeling
it makes me think irrationally
succumbed to the beauty it sings
waiting for time to seize
to capture this moment this soul
these memories i'm drowning in
as flashes of unfaded films roll
like flowing rivers flow
this adoration will never stop
will never drop never cease
i will always wait for you...
Once, when I wanted to be free... I still do.
i wanna go to a place
to a haven where no havoc wreaks
i wanna be far away
from the sanity that drove me insane
i want to swim the deepest oceans
teeming with peculiar corals and sea fishes
i want to touch its ground
never resurfacing again
i want to fly
to the fields where no one goes
no one dares, no one knows
i want to dream forever
i want to be far away
far away from here
far away from everyone
far away from myself
beneath the coat lies a twisted smile
ready to decieve with its charm
beneath the coat hides an awful stare
longing to start some harm
beneath the coat a plot is made
devised to make you cry
beneath the coat a trap is set
filling you with lies
the gentle havoc begins
steps are creaking at the door
knocking once knocking twice
as you swayed on the floor
he keeps a sinister grin
keeps his hands abay
he fills you with kisses
delightfully making your day
sweet words sweet nothings
ringing to your ears
again and again it rings
forgetting all your fears
promises kept but never kept
he walks away without a sound
without a word
forever lost and never found
all you found are pieces
broken pieces on the floor
shattered all over the place
as he walked out that door
it will never be the same
the cracks are showing
as you picked up the pieces
blood is flowing
beneath the coat a secret kept
a thousand reasons behind
beneath the coat a broken heart
memories will always remind
hold on steadfast to my heart.
don't fail me now.
you may be the only one.
to hold me high up above the ground.
dream of me like i dream of you.
haunting me with picturesque images.
with you walking with me.
to trails of secret passages.
despite my flaws, my failures.
can you be as accepting
as i want you to be
to deem me as worth keeping?
will you open up for me
tell me all your secrets
everything that matters to you
the things that make your heart scarlet
you went near me
i went away
you stared into my eyes
i looked away with lies
you want to say something
but i prevented you
you sang songs
i pretended i didn't hear
you waited for a long time
but i wasn't aware
you tried to make me laugh
and i ignored it
you were finally gone
i was confused
you were nowhere to be found
i found myself so down...
Believe...
that the sun may not always shine,
but the moon and stars never fail to make the sky so beautiful.
Believe...
that troubled waters run at very fast torrents,
but descends down as waterfalls majestically.
Believe...
that silence can pierce the most fragile of souls,
but lets us hear the voices of our very own hearts.
Believe...
that distance can make us feel like we're out of touch,
but gives us strength and endurance for the testing of our minds.
Believe...
that reality can be so unforgiving and unaccepting,
but can give you a feeling you can't find in your dreams.
Believe...
that we may not be meant for each other,
but we can always defy what fate has in store for us.
Believe in me as I believe in you.
by Mary Elizabeth Frye
Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave bereft
I am not there. I have not left.
When I'm gonna pass away from this world, I would want this poem to be read at my funeral.
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