Life is a game.
I'm filled with grim images as I immerse myself in horrid and brutally picturesqe concepts and materials. I have just hoarded information regarding Battle Royale and Lord of the Flies among other things which involves situations that are unpopular and appears to be a taboo (I didn't know there was such a thing as matricide and it's actually happening in reality! How horrible! :-S). I cannot relay a detailed explanation of my curiosity of these kinds of things. This is probably because, as I have said before, these things are unpopular and are not expressly or openly discussed among peers. And because I wanted to find out the truth of this reality. That's because not everyone can handle the truth. The brutal truth of human nature. Not everyone can handle things that seemed impossible but rather signifies some truths in it denied by society. Not everyone can handle truth that is presented brutally and violently.
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What interests me in these things are the psychological aspects of people that are twisted and perverted in a way that would lead them to do things that are unheard of. It's a rather ostracized theme of life so information about it is limited and I have this urge to divulge in this topic deeply to extract the very nature of people and to understand the reasons behind their warped actions. I just felt the need to be able to help explain the actions of people especially brutal actions. Because once you determine the root cause of an action, you would be able to understand and probably avoid that from happening to people around you. This also gives me insight and understanding in helping a person fight his or her personal demons and emancipate him or her from past pains, disappointments, frustrations, and traumatic experiences. 

I should have been a psychologist.