this is like a dream
in a stream
full of wonder and gleam
it's the perfect timing
the one i'm wishing
got me to thinking
it completes the vow
and take a bow
it's here and now
it's like an illusion
a big delusion
into confusion
if this is all a dream
i never want to wake up
don't wake me up
i'll forever slumber and sleep
When at times I feel like I've strayed...
my heart cries
for the things i did
my heart cries
for regrets and past mistakes
my heart cries
for unfulfilled duties
my heart cries
for sinful deeds
my heart cries
for knowing what's wrong
and still doing it
my heart cries
ignoring my conscience
within
my heart cries
for wasted days
my heart cries
for moonless nights
my heart cries
for blood shed
my heart cries
for painful salvation
my heart cries
for redemption
my heart cries
for the Lord
Where did I go wrong I lost a friend?
are we friends or are we not?
then why do you do the things you do?
why does my heart beat in remorse
for the the way you make me feel?
what is friendship to you?
is it the exchange of favors in your benefit
or the lies you have carefully fabricated
that make it seem like the truth
why do you make me worry?
do i care for you as a friend too much
that i've had to sacrifice my own
for your own gain?
who are you anyway?
are you a friend or an enemy in disguise
sometimes i don't know you
i don't know what's running in your mind
when will this stop?
until my clock stops ticking?
will i ever be free
from this suffocating atmosphere?
it's breaking my heart
it's forcing me to do things
it's destructive
it's depressing
it hurts.