Now i am God's witness =)
when the sun is up
i wake up with a yawn
and my mouth is dry
you are my witness
when i pack my things
take a bath
and prepare to go
you are my witness
when i start my day
do my work
and eat my food
you are my witness
when the moon arises
i'm ready to sleep
and dream sweet dreams
you are my witness
you are my witness
when my pillow is wet
and my blanket is soaked
with bitter tears
you are my witness
when i grieve
over a lost loved one
kept in a secret
you are my witness
when someone needs my help
and i kept my hands
because of my fears
you are my witness
when i pray and meditate
for everything to be okay
and to keep my spirit strong
you are my witness
because you are my God
Believe...
that the sun may not always shine,
but the moon and stars never fail to make the sky so beautiful.
Believe...
that troubled waters run at very fast torrents,
but descends down as waterfalls majestically.
Believe...
that silence can pierce the most fragile of souls,
but lets us hear the voices of our very own hearts.
Believe...
that distance can make us feel like we're out of touch,
but gives us strength and endurance for the testing of our minds.
Believe...
that reality can be so unforgiving and unaccepting,
but can give you a feeling you can't find in your dreams.
Believe...
that we may not be meant for each other,
but we can always defy what fate has in store for us.
Believe in me as I believe in you.
dear friend
it's been a long time since we haven't met
and boy was i so glad to see you
the long absence of time did not melt
the friendship that we once had
we talk of things that were unheard of
we spent some time that's worthy
we crossed roads that were rough
going to places we sought to see
God is good to make us meet
You may not know but it's got to be
heaven sent to waste that day
of spirituality and unity
but my friend
something's changed
you talk of things that were unheard of
you speak of sorrowful words
you taunt me by not coming back
this friendship i bound to keep
for all eternity for all i can give
but you are pushing me away
it's as if you don't want me to stay
i'm not the kind to force myself
into something that's not for me
if you want to cut ties with me
then so long and let it be
When I met someone as fragile as me...
hush hush beautiful soul
don't be afraid to let your mind soar
to where no one dares to go
do not shudder my little one
follow your dreams and let it lead you
to where you are destined to be
hear the music outside and feel its beat
don't let it bring your heart down
and trample on your fragility
open up don't be afraid
don't let your demons get you
free your heart and soul
ease up lighten up
share your light to the world
you've yet to realize your own beauty
Where did I go wrong I lost a friend?
are we friends or are we not?
then why do you do the things you do?
why does my heart beat in remorse
for the the way you make me feel?
what is friendship to you?
is it the exchange of favors in your benefit
or the lies you have carefully fabricated
that make it seem like the truth
why do you make me worry?
do i care for you as a friend too much
that i've had to sacrifice my own
for your own gain?
who are you anyway?
are you a friend or an enemy in disguise
sometimes i don't know you
i don't know what's running in your mind
when will this stop?
until my clock stops ticking?
will i ever be free
from this suffocating atmosphere?
it's breaking my heart
it's forcing me to do things
it's destructive
it's depressing
it hurts.
Sentiments captured in words. Not of regrets. But of how sad things turned out to be. I'm sorry. For a friend lost because of feelings in the wrong places. Unfinished because inspiration didn't grow to its complete fruition.
i can still remember the things you did
the way you look, the way you act
the way you showed yourself so true
and how i kept the caring love you lacked
i can still remember how you smiled at me
that sweet smile that could linger for days
making the sun shine so brightly
even when you don't have anything to say
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