Now i am God's witness =)
when the sun is up
i wake up with a yawn
and my mouth is dry
you are my witness
when i pack my things
take a bath
and prepare to go
you are my witness
when i start my day
do my work
and eat my food
you are my witness
when the moon arises
i'm ready to sleep
and dream sweet dreams
you are my witness
you are my witness
when my pillow is wet
and my blanket is soaked
with bitter tears
you are my witness
when i grieve
over a lost loved one
kept in a secret
you are my witness
when someone needs my help
and i kept my hands
because of my fears
you are my witness
when i pray and meditate
for everything to be okay
and to keep my spirit strong
you are my witness
because you are my God
I'm so glad I found You
You will always be forever true
Everything in my life
I offer them to You.
Your love transcends above else
Like the ringing of church bells
Your wondrous presence brings hope
and joy to everyone of us.
I cannot fathom Your mysterious ways
but trusting you will not let me stray
With all my heart I praise Your name
For you are worthy of it.
All my faults and fears
And all my flaws and tears
washed away by Your mercy
Covered all of it with Your grace
I'm glad to have a God like You
So wonderfully true
You take away my blues
You're there in everything I do.
Once, when I wanted to be free... I still do.
i wanna go to a place
to a haven where no havoc wreaks
i wanna be far away
from the sanity that drove me insane
i want to swim the deepest oceans
teeming with peculiar corals and sea fishes
i want to touch its ground
never resurfacing again
i want to fly
to the fields where no one goes
no one dares, no one knows
i want to dream forever
i want to be far away
far away from here
far away from everyone
far away from myself
hold on steadfast to my heart.
don't fail me now.
you may be the only one.
to hold me high up above the ground.
dream of me like i dream of you.
haunting me with picturesque images.
with you walking with me.
to trails of secret passages.
despite my flaws, my failures.
can you be as accepting
as i want you to be
to deem me as worth keeping?
will you open up for me
tell me all your secrets
everything that matters to you
the things that make your heart scarlet
Believe...
that the sun may not always shine,
but the moon and stars never fail to make the sky so beautiful.
Believe...
that troubled waters run at very fast torrents,
but descends down as waterfalls majestically.
Believe...
that silence can pierce the most fragile of souls,
but lets us hear the voices of our very own hearts.
Believe...
that distance can make us feel like we're out of touch,
but gives us strength and endurance for the testing of our minds.
Believe...
that reality can be so unforgiving and unaccepting,
but can give you a feeling you can't find in your dreams.
Believe...
that we may not be meant for each other,
but we can always defy what fate has in store for us.
Believe in me as I believe in you.
by Mary Elizabeth Frye
Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave bereft
I am not there. I have not left.
When I'm gonna pass away from this world, I would want this poem to be read at my funeral.
dear friend
it's been a long time since we haven't met
and boy was i so glad to see you
the long absence of time did not melt
the friendship that we once had
we talk of things that were unheard of
we spent some time that's worthy
we crossed roads that were rough
going to places we sought to see
God is good to make us meet
You may not know but it's got to be
heaven sent to waste that day
of spirituality and unity
but my friend
something's changed
you talk of things that were unheard of
you speak of sorrowful words
you taunt me by not coming back
this friendship i bound to keep
for all eternity for all i can give
but you are pushing me away
it's as if you don't want me to stay
i'm not the kind to force myself
into something that's not for me
if you want to cut ties with me
then so long and let it be
i'm sorry for breaking
a few hearts along the way
but have i really broken anything
or am i just imagining it
i'm sorry i didn't mean to
but should i really say sorry
does sincerity back up on
everything you say and do?
but even if it prevails
i would have to apologize
because i cannot return it
the way that you want it to
a prayer be with you
to mend thy broken heart
if ever it got broken
by a cordial decline
curse me. haunt me.
defile me. hate me.
but can i ever dictate the beat of my heart
can i ever pretend to succumb to one's desires
this curse has taken its toll
every time a heart dies
this curse is getting closer
saying thou shall never love again...
saying thou shall never commit thy heart to anyone again...
and thou will always be unrequited...
you're like a star i watch at night
always admiring your luminosity and beauty
capturing my breath and swooning me over
i'm always reaching for you
but you're always out of my grasp
always staying as a distant star above
my heart is crying out for you
can't you hear a thing
tell me how you want this to be
i'm always hanging at this cliff
always waiting until u see me
as i see and feel and dream of you
no matter how hard i conceal
i cannot deny how i really feel
it keeps coming back to haunt me
and if you want all of this to end
just say so and i will leave (but please don't...)
i cannot stand this open-ended affection
so please tell me everything...
sunny side
upside down
turning down the notch
winter hills
and colded chills
fevers to catch
morning sickness
empty stomachs
the road less travelled
chasing ghosts
with longing stares
haunt is unraveled
eternal bliss
how long i seek
that thou shall be mine
empty kisses
hand in hand
sure i'll be fine
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